i dedicate this song 4 u!!

ku mahu kau tahu

dear aidil aimin..u know what..i really apriciate ours love..ur sacrify for me..
yeahh..its not easy u to love me..to care about me..
why??because i'm really stuborn..wont listern what are u talking to me..
sorry my dear...i didnt mean to do that...sometimes...
i really stress...stress about my problem...about my family...
yeahhh..its sound silly right....no ones wont hear my problem...as i said...maybe because
i stuborn....sayang....i need u in my life...sometimes when we've fighting on the phone..
automaticlly im crying...coz thinking what was haapened...
i really miss u papa..

friday day!

ari ni x tau knpa mcm best ada..mcm x best pon ada...tapi ok lah kot...study mcm biase...gempak nya...lecturer kt dpn ajar aku kat blkang mcm biase..main ym atas kertas..ngn wanie n combie...but dgr lah jugak lecturer to trang kan...best2...smlm kite org men mcm2 game..sbb lecturer 2 bnyk ckp...smpai x larat nk dgr dyer ckp..hehhehehe...aku dlm class kdg2 fokus..kdg2 x....tapi aku berjanji demi mase dpn aku ni..aku nk blaja sungguh....tadi kilat n guruh kuat..takot gler babe...combie sampai terkejut..hahhahha....ermmm....ptg2 mcm nie mendung jer...teringat lak kat cameron..lepak2 ngn aidil...tman dyer main sk8...uuuiihhh!!bestnya....rindu saat itu..ingt mggu dpn nk balik cmron...bkn per..sbb pas nie dah x ada cuti..nk pg posting ag....eyyhhh..kat luar nie dah gelap..baru kul 6 sku..dah gelap...xper2..ciptaan yang maha esa....ya allah hamba mu ini memohon kepada mu ya allah..ampunilah dosa kedua ibu bapaku..saudara mara ku..dosa2 ku ini..dosa kedua ibu bapa ayah aidil..dosa2 aidil..dosa2 keluarga nya dan seluruh dosa2 umat islam di dunia nie ya allah...ya allah kau sihat kan lah kesejahteraan keluarga ku ni ya allah..ibu bapa ku..atok dan nenekku saudara mara ku dan seluruh umat islam di dunia ini ya allah....AMINN....

CAM AND LYS

PUAN JAMILAH JAAFAR

PUAN JAMILAH JAAFAR..THATS HER NAME...YANG MANE atok sy memberikan nya kpd mak sya....i think she in 48 this year..not quite sure...my mommy is the best mom in this world..yer lah mak mane yg x best...semua mak2 best...my mommy sometimes very garang...but she still make some joking while she in mad mood...hehhehhe...my mom not too tall...not too short..but i think i tall than her...hhehehheheh...sorry mak!!!mak u mmg the best...i rundu masakan u mak!!rindu nk tidur bwh ketiak mak..hehehe...tp skang mane ley dah kn mak...i dah besarrr...makk..u tau i rindu u mak...thats why sometimes i balik cameron...i nk jumpa...2 jer reason dyer mak...mak2...jgn lupe jage diri..i disni always doakan u n abah mak....makku sayang...kerja pon kerja mak..i nk u banyak kan restt...(mau nagis)pas ni adik dpt duit..sumpah adik x nk susahkan u n abah mommy...mom this raya haji i nk balik cameron...hehhehhe...leyh makan sup lembu...cehhh...mak i miss u mom....ni i nk ltk pic u kat snie...u jgn mrh i tau mak...pic husband u later i ltk...i ada pic u dlu...mak bila kita mau vacation sama2..pergi hawaaii....indonesia ker....mane2 pon i x ksh mak...mom i nk blja demi mse dpn i...dmi msa dpn family kter mak...mom i nk buktikan yg i leyh buat...(malaysia boley)hhehehhehhe...mom kan best kalo u ada dgn i...ishhh..nk hug u..kiss pipi u 2 mak...mom nnty kiter dancing sama2keyh....micheal jackson song...or kiter wat work up sma2....isshhhh...mommy...rindu u sangat!!!!I LOVE U SO MUCCCHHH...TAKING CARE OF UR SELF MOM......dari ank mu di perantauan orang...lehkekeh....U ARE MY SOUL!!!U LIGHTING MY LIFE!!!

THE JAAFAR FAMILIES!!

october19..12.46a.m

owh my goshh..what happens that night..please..i dont wont remember it again...aku x nk bnd ni jadi balik..gadoh sbb bnd bodoh..yeahhh..slh aku...main ckp...x fkr dlu..asl huh....aku harap sgt bnd nie x jadi balik...satu jer..jgn lah nk bls2 balik....aku x pnh pn nk balas balik apa kau wat kat aku....yer mgkn mase 2 silap aku...arrrggghhhhhstupid babe!!!mcm org bodoh nagis...wat malu dpn kwn2 jer....but aku bernasib baik sbb ada kwn2 yg nk bantu n dgr mslh aku...yesss..saper ag mau dgr mslh aku kalo org yg kiter nk luahkan asyik mrh2 kan kite..btl x??enough lah..pas nie aku mls nk gadoh2 dah..ckp lah....once between us do any wrong..please dont repeat it again!!aku x nk nnty nyesal x sdh...and aku x nk ltk harapan yg begitu tinggi...takot kecewa di akhirnya......yaaahhh..lumrah dlm percintaan....ada yg gadoh..ada yg x...ada yg happy..ada yg sedih...hmmm...too manys reaction we can see...lumrah kehidupan....hopes bnd mcm nie x berulang balik...once happen...boley d maafkan....second time berlaku...dont noe 2 explain it...just thinks rasional...both are we was grown up...boley wat kptsn yg matang...hoper hubungan aku dgn si dia berkekalan ke akhir hayat!!!YOU I JUST WANT TO SAY APOLOGISE IF I'VE DO WRONG AT YOU..MAKE U ANGRY OR WHATELSE...BUT U..PLEASE UNDERSTANDING ME TOO....I'VE GOT FEELING...NO NEED TO MAD WIF ME...KEYH SAYANG..REALLY HOPES THAT U CAN BE RASIONAL AT OUR RELATION....LOVE U SO MUCCHHH...TILL I DIE....CUMA AJAL YG PISAHKAN KITA...BUKAN KERNA ORG LAIN...KEYHH..disini i luahkan perasaan i....nvm x ada saper nk dgr....bnd nie jer tmpt i luahkan...keyh...daaaaa

the best pose that i've ever done before this!!

yeah babe..u see that!hows wonderful we are..nothing to be mad if the really truth friends there...as a friends aku bangga dow...sial!!best ada teman mcm korang!!cehhhh..

the ila's...

nurfadzillah mazlan..thats was her parents give name to her..how wonderful name she got it....ila's a part of my life that can always make me cry,laughing,making a joke and what else...ila always be my listener when i've got problem....whatever he doing its gonna be my secret between i and her...so...we're got a chemistry that we can be friends for a long time...never be end up...never been broke up....cewwahhh..mcm kapel pulak....yaaahh..ila its everything for me...x nk pisah dgn dyer...fadzillah mazlan..i always remember u....otherwise im far away from u..u always i remember that..i'll appriciate what u've done at me...u a super sayap bg i...I LOVE U SO MUCCCHHH THE ILA'S

its gonna be missing u...

this holiday its gonna be me and aidil to meet up...shit..cause i had to back to my hometown..deepavali kat saner lah babe...sorry lah yang x dpt nk jumpa...kesal di hati tiada siapa yang tahu kerana kerinduan ku ini sangat2 terlampau..hhahhahahhha....

14october2009(wednesday)

today i wearing a baju kurung...pinjam dkt echa...smpai2 kolej ada org tegur...ruby cute...ruby lain..ruby comel..hhahahhah..paranoid kan aku nie..hehheheh..sumpah ari ni x ada baju nk pakai..terpaksa kene pakai baju kurung...waaahhh..ayat mcm baju dah habis jer..kahakhaakh....keyh...31st october nie...burfday ila...nk bagi hadiah aper erk...x tau lah...
insyallah bila aku ada duit lebey aku bg lah pape...happy birthday syg..she is the best friends forever....heheheheh...ali..mana lah kau..lame x lepak ngn kau..yer lah kau dah ada geng baru..geng lama ditinggalkan...mcm nie lah kau...siapa lah aku di hati kau ali...hehheheh....shit jer ayat...kan2??

the aidil

aidil nk spm kot tahun nie...study u..study...jgn men gila u ngn spm..mase dpn 2 beb...fail susah idop..eyhh u pergi bace buku...jgn main skate jer..aper daaa..jgn maen gila dgn i..tembak baru tau..u know what pa...study dulu baru main....u dapat 3 a nikon or canon menunggu anda...rebut lah peluang keemasan ini kerna mase dpn dan juga hadiah di tgn anda...hahhahaha..i gelak besar if u lulus....keyh2...ari 2 janji nk bagi ali gambar..mane dow??tipu lebey..ni yg nk maraah..u please lah jgn amik cos nursing...susah beb...amik masscomm ker...2 best....okeyh....

DADAWIYAH

dah lame owh x update blog...cisss....keyh..skang nk update...baru lah ada mase...bz lah babe...ngan kerja terjah nya lagi..assignment nya lagi...okeyh2..focus2...skang kat damansara jer..x pergi mane2....best lah babe dpt ketemu teman baru..chill out samer2...dpt kwn dgn negro..hahhaha...balik kelas lepak jap kat campus..kul 7 baru balik...biler ari minggu hang out lak...hahhaha..kat sni best sbb ada kwn sama kpla...seb bek ada ila and ali...hehhehehhe...kejap2...nk upload pic nk letak..

KEJADIAN SEMINGGU YANG LEPAS(JENG2)